The cigarettes, the blacks, the weed, the pills - all of that stuff just really isn't worth it. it's not worth seeing your mom and dad in tears because you failed a drug test. it's not worth going downtown every friday to a rehab center, and getting busted again. it's not worth hurting a sport you've been committed to for 9 years. it's really not worth losing your friends over. it's not worth coming to school high everyday and failing your classes. it's not worth hurting your body. it's not worth messing up your life . i've had fun doing all that stuff. not gonna lie. but now, i finally see whats happening to me. i constantly want or am begging for a cigarette. my parents have NO trust for me. and as of today, i realized that i cannot run more than 15 minutes without coughing up a storm. in result of all of this, i have to go to the phoenix center downtown (rehab for underage) everyday after school and counseling at 1 every sunday. hopefully, i will be a new, brighter, nicer, and drug free person in a month after all of this. for those of u that are just getting starting on drugs - take my story as a reason not to start. i never believed anyone. i was stubborn. i thought i could do things my own way. i thought a couple hits now and then were not a big deal, and that i wouldn't be addicted. ha All It Takes Is One Hit. i still remember mine. the first time i had ever smoked was when i took a hit off of a black and mild. from then on, i didnt know who i was. Saying to yourself, "well i don't have anything going for me right now, or anything to mess up" is not true . you will NEVER have anything going for you if u keep smoking. dont smoke, say NO.